why must everything come to a misunderstanding? this sucks so much. i didnt mean it that way and im not talking about you. serious. some people may think i'm just some bitchy trying to act-know-it all person. maybe some they just dont understand or something. i really am not unreasonable or something. i guess i was just trying to help, but maybe some people just got it in a wrong way. im definitely feeling very down now.
this is probably the first time,

i really dont want to be in 1A.
ever.

im afraid.


Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

the click 5's showcase at m.o.s was awesome!!!
yay. the drummer so hot.
(:

let's hope they come back okay!!
wheee.
tessy seahorse was there.
:D

stop acting like you're the queen or something. we have our rights. and it was a fact that i was stating. let's just see what happens. stupid.

apparently you think only you can make the decision.

haha, yay.
pictures (:
this shall keep my blog alive from wednesday to friday. hopefully.
THURSDAY THURSDAY! click 5 performing at MOS.
whooo.








































































































































































BIG boonhui

it's raining so heavily now.
))):
so scary. i am scared.

HAH. i cant believe i actually believed you. how gullible. and dumb. you dont have to fake me you know? heck okay. i dont care. i shall just PRETEND that nothing ever ever happened.









(:

i went to orchard with candia today! it was so so fun, :D we went shopping for some things and CANDIA! dont copy my shop. dont take my jajaboo away. we took this huge balloon and a smaller one. haha. the casher at takashimaya is so irritating. we asked the first cashier for a big plastic bag to put the 2 things then they said only you have to buy something then they will give. we went to another cashier and she just gave it to us la. so irritating.

candia is so dumb

(:

lalala.
yesterday is CCA best practice day! we were all stealing balloons from guzheng. heee. i think boonhui was being BAD! so many people stayed in the hall cos there was aircon (: i think i tried euphonium. and i managed to play! i shall learn from yushu and play better than her! hhehehee. and she forced me to eat potato wedges even though i didnt want to. so we had this cyber wellness talk and we had to determine which website was real and which was fake. hahaha, it was actually quite interesting. :D i love love love training still! yay. at least i didnt play like crap yesterday. but i didnt manage to play with abigail. that is sad because she's usually my partner! boooo. we had a meeting after training. i voluntered to be at the tennis booth during open house. i want the same time slot as ariel! considering on the fact she talks alot. :D

i want school now! haha quite surprising. but i realised that actually school is very very nice and we must enjoy the old school because it's gonna get torn down ): and we'll be sec 4 when we return to the new one! oh gosh. crap, o lovels. i'd rather be there when im sec 3.

cedar is love.
and tennis team is love too.

i miss everyone.

A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back,
I Know Because I've Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears,
I Know Because I've Cried.
I can no longer pretend,
But that's only what i can do.


im not emo-ing!




'#[u]CAN[/u]DIA says:
you are the music in me, singyi


WHEE.

i will not get to use the computer after tomorrow until friday night. so i shall try and post longer okay. school today was boring. but actually going to the hall is not a bad idea cos you get to dont listen. in the classroom, you're like stuck with card games only. i shall find board games in my house and pretend that we are in settlers because me and julene want to go settlers during school tomorrow but there's NO chance of doing so. ): we shall bring barbie dolls.

today we had presentation on and on about immersion trips. urgh, everyone in the hall was like so restless. and it was all about trying not to be bored and escaping to the toilet or anywhere else just out of the hall. there's another talk going on tomorrow. like, er.... blah. tell me, what's something small and fun that it can entertain me? i need it to occupy myself. candia was being evil by reading her boring book. which makes things even more boring.

i deleted the disable right click thing. it's sooo irritating.

okay i shall go watch tv and help me sister bake.
goodbye.


SHOPPING TOMORROW!! :D

i am so sad that im gonna cry. my phone just went for repair and they said the things inside the memory card will all be deleted. i am very sad right now. those stuffs held precious memories. and now they are gone. this isnt the first time. i hate nokia. i want to smash the phone i have now. i hate you nokia.
stop me from crying.

i want YOU here.



.....):

whoo.
i went shopping with kimberly and deborah at orchard and bugis today! was so fun! heee. but but, i only bought like 1 shirt. >:( i shall buy MORE. not enough okay. and we are hunting for shorts now well, i am not kimberly. she's looking for strappy shorts. super weird. short shorts! i need more ): shirts too okay. I MISS MY SAY CHEESE SHIRT! bshhnNAdvkdvndkdsvsam ): we are going for more shopping on wednesday. YAY :D

we love shopping!

GOING SHOPPING TOMORROW (:


you can wait. but i dont really care about the matter anymore you know? i already said nevermind, so i dont know why you still care about it so much. i said certain things cant be changed back to normal so easily and it takes time. yah, i already forgot about the incident already but it just takes time to talk nornally again. yep, that's all.

HELLO HELLO HELLO ! (:
my results are all back.
and they are just ...average.
is it even average? urgh.
there's like so many B3. ):
history sucks la.
i memorised like crap and i only got 27/40.
whywhywhy?
so bad okay.

Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you are the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abondoned house

and i mean what i say.

it's getting so obvious now..
not a simple reply or anything.
nothing at all.
what's going on.
i miss you.

yay i went to sentosa today! :D
im very tired now.
and i am having sunburns :(
it's like im giving off heat.
and being red.
now it hurrts
)))))):

cake-baking tomorrow!
hahaha

it's all coming back these few days.
stop it.



I climb the walls, yea
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe coz I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility oh




stop imagining and
get real.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.


i'll be here.

we.

are.

going.

to.

celebrate.

halloween!

isnt it FUN?
you know i've always wanted to celebrate halloween? but i dont know why singapore is just so not fun and dont celebrate halloween! i want to go overseas and experience the halloween festive mood okay! i dont understand! halloween is so fun. dressing up, going trick-or-treating. isnt dressing up fun? and lighting up pumpkins with faces on them. isnt it just so...GREAT? so why dont we celebrate halloweeeeeen. ): so saddening.

my friends. like candia and julene. are going candia's house for a sleepover. we are going trick or treating. and and and...BUY COSTUMES! although making one is fun. it's hard! (:

DRESS UP DRESS UP.
wheeeee.
we should really celebrate halloween.

i dont get it.
im not the person you think i am.
im NOT.

EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHH.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
SO HIGH NOW.
(: (: (:


okay i shall post the pics at vivo later!
when i get my hands on the cable

maths paper tomorrow.
what to do?
fail.
NO WAIT.
i cant fail.
i shall get full marks like julene.
(: (:

everyone doesnt seem to be blogging much.
but im like blogging alot.
maybe because when i use the com for a while,
i get on blogger and just blog and go off.

yah okay so.
literature was okay.
no comments.

FRIDAY'S COMING REAL SOON.
yay.

but right now,
i gotta go revise my science file.
what else can i do?